[link] I'm streaming right now if anyone is interested haha Just me working on a secret project of sorts that will probably make some of you go "KAAAAAAT, NOOOOOOOOOO" but its more just for fun haha Come if you have time, if not, maybe next time haha I'm just in the mood to draw some. Might take some stream requests~~ _{there will also probably be tons of daft punk, techno and industrial music of sorts because I like drawing to that haha}

The mic is being a jerkand won't work, so we'll just have to see haha
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First of all, my awesomesauce bad, EyeDeeKay<lessthanthree> had a wonderful practice session/bonding event yesterday which really helped me take my mind off of things around my house.

Second of all, I SAW 2012 AND IT WAS... pretty cool, considering. It was harder for me to watch because the little girl reminded me of a little girl who means a lot to me, as far as little kids go. Also, the main man from the government was an awesomesauce african american man made of complete win, who just-so-happened to be named Adrion XDDD There was also a Roland, though he didn't last long <it happens early in, so its not a spoiler>

SO, you guys remember how my dad left last week? Well, apparently we were behind on bills at the time, but my dad gave my mom some cash to catch up. Guess what? She still hasn't paid the morgage [or whatever that is], so we're two months behind and going towards forclosure [which is not good from what I've heard]. Also, she hasn't paid the internet/cable bill, so I have no clue how much longer I'll even HAVE internet access.

I'd hate to have to pay her to pay the bills, but quite frankly, I need the internet for school. I need it for band stuff. I need it to make sure I do what I can to get as much scholarship money as possible. I need it to keep myself uptodate with what my teachers want out of me. I need it to keep my sanity.

I know I've asked before and we've pulled through, but my mom is being selfish. She's refusing to look for a better job to pay the bills, she's refusing to make up with my father because of her pride and she's kicking me out of the house on weekends so she can go out partying. She's really getting to a point where she's starting to go past effecting my mentality _{though I'd say I lost most hopes of being "normal" a long time ago} and starting to effect my schoolwork and future more than in the past.

Translation of that little rant: please, please, if you have any way of helping, be it donations or commissioning me, I'd appreciate it more than you can understand. Even if you can't, please spread word. I know I'm no awesome artist like `Endling or =exileddelusion, but I put a lot of effort into my work. There's also a high chance I can get my hands on a tablet to borrow from a friend for a few weeks, which should increase some colouring quality.

I'm sorry to keep bringing all of my personal problems on here, but I need help. I'm doing what I can to tell her how I feel without breaking loose on her, but I'm not even sure how much longer that will last XP

Thanks if you can help, and thanks a lot for the support, guys. It really does mean a lot to me.



On a separate note, I figured I'd get in on a random "secret santa" thing this year, as in one for a club or something, and figured "Hey, let's do one for the AxelRoxas group for the fun of it" haha

So, here's my little wishlist for ... [[whoever gets mine is gonna hate meeeee]]

Dear Santa,

For this christmas, I would like a little Akuroku goodiness, including the following items.
1. Hamlet and Ophelia-ness
2. A cat
3. Music and joy

Thanks Santa ^^

--Alright, so that's all for now, kiddies. Hopefully the next time I update won't be from ~xxFatedRosexx 's house saying I have no internet ._.

Until then~

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Clubs I'm in:
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LoTakon journal/aftermath here [link]